Loneliness...

Loneliness... its interesting...
a million people around you,
friends, family strangers all a part...
they are right under your nose,
arm around your shoulders,
sitting besides you,
your best pal, your love, your mother...
but all apart you are still lonely
connect you can't to the world around
so in your world its just a person...
a person called 'you'

The shell is thin,
to break free is easy,
the will to gather the strength to get out of it
required it is
all said and done
you will for what happens to you
you are the master of your world.
loneliness is invited by oneself.

???

I 'm feeling again what i've felt before

a feeling so great,
that i can't let go.

But i fear whatever is near,

can all disappear.

It happened before, now its happening again,
I understand it, i accept it,
and welcome it

but confused as well, i am
to let this be the way it is,
or stay far away as i can.

All i can do is to be silent
and wait
the moment will explain itself.
Where will I be from henceforth on
I will let HIM to decide.