My flowing thoughts. . .

Why do I do this?

Each time I get close to someone

They go away,

Who all do I name, I understand the fault is mine,

this curse I carry

A curse that is a blessing for the attainment of my cause,

But a dagger through the heart of emotion

I’ve gone numb

Tears I want ti shed, but hold them I do,

I’m weak inside, the strength all for my cause.

I end my journey of self emotion,

I seek my cause, the contentment of those who suffer from the day they entered the world

What are my tears in front of theirs?

What is my pain in front of their agony?

I must be strong,

There is a larger goal for me, something

that has been destined to me

I embrace the path, I embrace the thorn of crowns, the rugged road

The pains on my path

For the reward at the end of the journey

Is much more than what I see before me…